Sleep is very strange. How is it that, by closing your eyes for a period of time, you can get to a place that you’ve never been to before? You fall so deeply without even noticing it, and don’t remember how you’ve even closed your eyes.
"Tell me something I don’t know," He said.
“But you already know so much,” I said.
“What?” I asked.
“I didn’t know that,” He replied.
After the incident I became jealous.
I remembered the loneliness of being an only child again. I was selfish with our memories when I should be forgetting. And I cried; a lot. It was different to cry over a suicide than dumb decisions. It was cold, and long. You could never stop crying, never stop thinking, yet you stay silent. Because there’s nothing you can do now;